Why am I here

Heyho, this post maybe incredibly boring for people but I am going to get stuff off my chest.  I believe in god, or something.  I have since I was as young as I can remember.  I started kindergarten at 4 years old, Our Lady of Grace Catholic School in 1970.  My family are in no obvious way religious group followers.  They are all what I call 'faithful'.  The school was just down the road and the only one that would take a 4 year old.  Mum worked.  Not that common for the era.  I am not clear of course in any way if this is where my belief started.  I think now that it was not.  I just know in my bones, like Sally Morgan says she knows, that there is more to things than we can see.  Something has been affecting me these past few days.  I have sent two emails to people I do not know.  I have NEVER done that.  I have started a blog.  I have communicated better with people in this past week than I usually do.  I mean everyone.  Nicer to my mum.  She is AMAZING. Clearer with my Doctors (much to their disgust, but I do not feel out of line! Or guilty!!).  Believe me or no, I can feel that it is Rachel's presence, or influence or some thing.  I do not even know this lady.  In any way other than I read her blog for a few months.  I discovered cyber-support only in the past 6 months.  It has taken me a while to work out if it was even for me.  I have found lots of uninteresting crud.  Rachel's love was working in radio.  Something about her I had no idea of until her sister posted a tribute.  The airwaves are working for her in some mysterious way somehow.

Team spirit.  Or Teign for our Angel.

Love to all xx